Most of my write-ups about the places I've been to are delayed as I am usually preoccupied with other things besides writing. Although I intend to write to pursue my passion, it always got in the way, moving in circles, and was never materialized.
After a while, that passion soon fades away and then there are just one too many reasons not to go on except on days when I have nothing good to do but write.
You see, writing among other passions is just like a seed waiting to be watered and cared for every day to flourish and grow into something powerful and enduring. I've always known that and though I am inclined to write at least on a monthly basis, it is somehow just too much to accomplish.
Perhaps I need to re-channel my energy and focus on something worth writing for. Perhaps it isn't too late. Perhaps these thoughts can still be saved. Just what are the odds?
So I'm up on another journey. To find that proverbial balance and make something out of an ordinary day to come up with god knows what. I'm not an expert on anything, never claimed to be one, but I've read and tried to experience everything I'm allowed to and this perhaps is my greatest weapon.
I may have run out of techniques for writing a good piece and may have not chosen the right words most of the time, to sum up sentences but it's going to be fine I guess.
If this doesn't work for me, at least I can look back in the future and say that I've tried it again and it wasn't really for me. No amount of persuasion can motivate a bleeding brain if it's fried and toasted over and over again. Even to herself.
I refuse to give in and I refuse to be defeated by my own imperfections. This is a reminder to myself to be better and continue to strive harder than I've ever been in my life.
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